It's one year already...But,
I miss him again, which i know i'm wrong.
I always told myself not to miss him again since
he got a girlfriend that he loved.
But no matter when i'm working and when i'm busy,
i will somehow still think of him.
Today, i just saw a couple that look like us when we're together,
my heart ache and feel like cry out loud.
But i know i can't, because once i cry, i'll be back to the last time.
Which is a miserable life for me.
I'm tired sometime, and i know... i'm not happy at all.
I hate myself for being like this, always stay in the past.
Which i already told myself it's over so long ago.
But...i couldn't find out the reason why
my heart still got a place for him after so long.

Hais.

I'm not happy, really not happy.