Today really know the feeling of been betray by your love ones.

I don't know how to describe the feeling, just... very very hurt.

I know i care too much, it's also because i love you.

Doesn't want any girls to get close to you, or maybe one day they will snatch you away.

Yet you do it over and over again.

You lied to me, you hurt me..

All my faithfulness, you treat it as nothing..

You broke my heart, break a girl's heart that she's really loved you alot.

Willing to do anything just for you..but you just don't want to treasure.

Nvm, all this i will remember.

Go ahead and be who you are.

In a relationship is not just one-sider, but is a two players in a love game.

Which two players have to work hard in order to last long.

You always don't want to change for anyone, just want to do what you like.

But in the end, you will really realised that you lose, a big loser in

a relationship/ been a boyfriend.

I fight for our relationship, fight for everything.

So in the end, even when we really broke up.

I won't regret by not doing anything.

I give you my time.

I give you my care.

I give you my love.

I give you my Heart.

Yet in the end, you give me nothing, not even a single concerns.

When i'm down because of work, you can eventually talk to other girls

and concern over them than concern about me.

Am i really your beloved girl that you always say to me??

I'm wondering now..

Now i know i blame someone wrong.

It's not that bitch who keep wanted to talk/contact you.

Is you ownself willing to concern her more than me,

Willing to pull over to her, when you already have a girlfriend.

If i never check, i'll really turns to a fool, a big idiot fool.

Just like now, crying and crying over you.

I always ask myself, will i be okays after tonight..??

I hope so..

We trying to act like last time when we're small, like to twist here

twist there whenever we take photo, hahahas.

I LOVE HIM MAN, MUACKS! ;D
THIS HANDSOME BOY VERY CUTE HORS?!?! HEHES.

Alright, got to go now.

Need more rest to chiong for tml sales, these few days i've been

doing bad, must jiayous already.

Alright! Goodbye and Goodnights. :)

I always ask myself, Why only me that relationship sucks like hell??
While all my friend around me can be so happy with their boyfriend??
Why everytime my relationship all so failure??

WHY?!?!?!

I'm only can envy those people who have a good boyfriend,
but it always not me..

Now i really know, no matter how you want to change a guy,
it's really very hard to do it/ to change a guy's mind..

No matter how many things i've done, i'll still get nothing.
I'm always wanted a simply love life, i don't ask much actually.
But everytime just..not good.

I really don't know what i can do already, really very heart pain and confused.
Give changes, i've done that.
Give in, i've done that.
Give out, i've done that.
To treat him better, i've also done that.
Really don't know what he want, anymore..

I can say i'm not so strong like last time anymore
Not so happy like last time anymore.
But turns to person who are weak, unhappy.
Only can use tears to solve the problem..

I really wish i can back to last time, the cheerful miaomiao..