I always ask myself, Why only me that relationship sucks like hell??
While all my friend around me can be so happy with their boyfriend??
Why everytime my relationship all so failure??

WHY?!?!?!

I'm only can envy those people who have a good boyfriend,
but it always not me..

Now i really know, no matter how you want to change a guy,
it's really very hard to do it/ to change a guy's mind..

No matter how many things i've done, i'll still get nothing.
I'm always wanted a simply love life, i don't ask much actually.
But everytime just..not good.

I really don't know what i can do already, really very heart pain and confused.
Give changes, i've done that.
Give in, i've done that.
Give out, i've done that.
To treat him better, i've also done that.
Really don't know what he want, anymore..

I can say i'm not so strong like last time anymore
Not so happy like last time anymore.
But turns to person who are weak, unhappy.
Only can use tears to solve the problem..

I really wish i can back to last time, the cheerful miaomiao..