Thursday, September 23, 2010♥
Today really know the feeling of been betray by your love ones.
I don't know how to describe the feeling, just... very very hurt.
I know i care too much, it's also because i love you.
Doesn't want any girls to get close to you, or maybe one day they will snatch you away.
Yet you do it over and over again.
You lied to me, you hurt me..
All my faithfulness, you treat it as nothing..
You broke my heart, break a girl's heart that she's really loved you alot.
Willing to do anything just for you..but you just don't want to treasure.
Nvm, all this i will remember.
Go ahead and be who you are.
In a relationship is not just one-sider, but is a two players in a love game.
Which two players have to work hard in order to last long.
You always don't want to change for anyone, just want to do what you like.
But in the end, you will really realised that you lose, a big loser in
a relationship/ been a boyfriend.
I fight for our relationship, fight for everything.
So in the end, even when we really broke up.
I won't regret by not doing anything.
I give you my time.
I give you my care.
I give you my love.
I give you my Heart.
Yet in the end, you give me nothing, not even a single concerns.
When i'm down because of work, you can eventually talk to other girls
and concern over them than concern about me.
Am i really your beloved girl that you always say to me??
I'm wondering now..
Now i know i blame someone wrong.
It's not that bitch who keep wanted to talk/contact you.
Is you ownself willing to concern her more than me,
Willing to pull over to her, when you already have a girlfriend.
If i never check, i'll really turns to a fool, a big idiot fool.
Just like now, crying and crying over you.
I always ask myself, will i be okays after tonight..??
I hope so..
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